aites, so saufi's bday today... happy bday saufi!! ahahah 20 years old ord...super old lah! ahahah and well, aft today, seriously tis few more things were proven rite!!! ahahah no comments! weets weets
anw, tell u wat year 1s of the beautiful SP students' union! not taking cheap shots at u fkers, but jus an advice, be humble...seriously, wat u achieve is something but its not everything, and trust me man, u all still have lots to learn, jus like me, so yea, watch wat u do and say... and we'll live happily ever after! =)
moving on... jeff n me were talking abt our mums nagging to us, especially as the papers are drawing nearer!! ahah and tats is super funny i tinK! and even my GORR GORR keat moo complaining abt her mum being extra naggy too!! ahahah wats wrong wit the mothers of the world now!! ahahaha
anw this world, is running in a system whereby everything is interconnected and interdependent... and tat sux... seriously, i'll be lying if i said tat all the stuffs tat happen ard me will never affect me. the best i can do is jus to minimise the effects upon me, and thankfully sum are not for long nor are they noticeable...
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the thing is, for me, im quite sure of wat i really want...but then sumtimes im jus so scared of wat others might think, more importantly how others will be affected, especially those directly involved...im scared if tats not wat they want, im scared if they think its not right, i jus care too much abt wat they think and scared of wat the outcome mite be, and well tat contributes to the uncertainties to carry out wat i want... and tis sux cus it really drives me crazy... and to make matters worse, im such a paranoid, that i mite mistook the other person's action as a negative response and then i'll be put off...dengs... i jus wanna live on to be sum1 who dont make others unhappy. sumtimes i jus wish i noe wat they are thinking, so i can make decisions easier... so i wun make them unhappy and at the same time save me all the troubles! ahahaha actually, i dun really care much abt wat the so many others tat dun matter to me feel, but the few special ones... and whenever it involes the few special ones, sum of the decisions i gotta make are jus so hard... and i will be so lost that i go crazy!!!! dengs... and yea, im not good at expressing myself... so tats y even tho it may seems tat i mite not want it, actually i do want it.... weird... dengs... nvm
hmmmmss... wateva it is, nothing horrible will happen to me... weeee =)