Sunday, December 31, 2006
AD over just now! so jeff has one load off his back now! wahawhawh
so every1 dressed up, and yea they looked great! woots
any1 up for a slacking session by the beach and jus sit there and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk!!! ahahah i like to jus sit down and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk! and it wud even be greater wit the sea breeze and the beautiful night starry sky! woots woots! hands up for those who want!! weeee weee wee!!! dengs hahaha
anw, thank you for wat u did jus now... although it might seem minor, sumtimes its the little teeny weeny tiny stuffs that matters. so yea, i really really appreciate it! thanka a zillion! =)=)=)
me myself & i!_____1:23 AM
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
life is a bore now...hahaha
guess wat i was doing... brushing away little tiny specks of dust off my computer table....ahahah it was fun a lil tho, looking at them fly ard, while trying to avoid them having contact wit my nostrils! wahawhhwhwa...or not it would be major mayhem for me! dengs... so there's the AD later at SPGG... and then 2 days later would be the end of 2006... tmr would be Hari Raya Haji... ahahah weeee holidays... festive festive festive!!! hitting the books real real real soon... shud have been at it last 2 weeks, but yea...u noe... procrastination...
bored bored bored...ahahah and i dun even noe wat im doing here! wahawhawhawh purrrfect! my cats yea my cats! they be slping now i tink...sumwhere? i dunno where... u noe wat! i dunno wat.....blearghs stoooooopid!
nothing sux! everything rox! yes! optimism! wahawhawh altho yea lotsa stuff sux! but no matter, it rox! wawhahawhawhaw rox rox rox! go go go! read on! everything will be stupid... wahahhw aint tat good! =) pathetic... loserish! suckish! ish this ish that shake shake shake!
i like this! woots
Nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say
But nothin comes out when they move they lips
Just a buncha gibberish
lalalalalalala... bored as hell! well well well! lalalalal seriously u can see how bored i am rite! wahawawhawh wow! woots! m i happy? i dunno! ahahahh i hope i am! weeeee yea, i do feel like im missing sumthing! =S ahahhah shiet! woots but but but... i dunno wahawhawha... boredom boredom boredom! bang bang bang! shoot shoot shoot! ladies and gentlemen!...i guess i ma go slp ord! so long! ey wait now my brother asked me to follow him go colour his hair!ahahha wtf
me myself & i!_____1:52 PM
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
i miss you. i really do... =S
and well, i really hope u do too... =D
my life, my style! weets weets weets! happy happy happy! yeah!
festive season now,
merry christmas, selamat hari raya aidiladha and a very happy new year to all! =D
me myself & i!_____11:32 PM
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
see...im fickle minded... i jus said tat i wudnt blog agn...but here i am blogging! ahahha... anw hatred fills me up now...so excuse me for all these stuffs i ma type...muahahha.. i guess wat yoda said was true... all started off from fear..!!! hahah who said star wars sux! so wat if it sux! i like it so u can suck ur popsicles out loud!hahaha
im seriously getting tired of being pushed ard, being taken for granted, being second to everything and yes im willing to take chances now even if theres risks involve! it really really puts me down everytime i tink abt stuffs, and especially with a mind ive got that never stops thinking abt ridiculous stuffs too... its jus so tiring! i dun giv a shiet rite now if pple tink im not understanding or have an attitude cus im jus not tat nice and perfect enuf to live life this way! muahahah i expect more, and i believe i can work for it, cus seriously i want the best for myself!
friends? rite now i tink they dun last, or u can never be sure they are there for u everytime! hahah well excluding sum of cus, and they deserve commendation from me! and they duly deserve it! see... i believe in karma and what goes does come ard... i treat pple nicely and i seriously do hope that pple treat me nicely too, and if i treat them badly, i dun give 2 cents abt how they treat me... and wat pple think of me... well? tell them to f off cus they can say, then maybe i'll get affected for awhile and then i'll let them kiss ma arse clean!
i'm almost 18, and ive grown up, altho not tat much, but ive gone thru lots of shiets too, so those pple out there that thinks they noe so much, tell them i noe tat much abt 18 years of life too!! its jus stupid to always hear pple pointing to me tat im wrong, tat theres a better way, man i appreciate tat advice, but noe where to stop, cus im easily irritated by fkers tat i dun tink i wanna listen to!
im jus filled up wit so much hatred tat i find being alone sumtimes serves a purpose! wit music tat is! but well sumtimes it jus gets me to start thinking abt stupid stuffs and then i'll feel low agn! ironic! how contradicting i am!
So wateva... 18 soon and seriously i dun look forward to turning 18! cus i jus feel tat theres more shiets to come as i grow older! i wanna be young agn! a small kid! see... irony again! i wanna play wit toys! i wanna hold my mum's hands and walk ard everywhere! i wanna cry when i see my 2 big brothers leaving me alone at home as they go out! i wanna wrestle wit my dad when my mum cooks chilli prawns! i wanna tink abt gg home to play soccer at the void deck wit my neighbors! i wanna spend time wit my cuzzins and hav fun! i dun wanna feel down becuz of everything tat happens ard me, friends, relationship, money, future, politics! i wanna dream abt wat i wanna be when i grow up! i wanna suck my pacifier and run ard in my pampers! i wanna dance to lame music on those advertisements! i jus wanna live life, not knowing abt the bad side of it, so innocent and naive of everything! knowing tat i will never fall, knowing tat sum1 will be there to catch me, sum1 tat will cheer me up if i cry, knowing everything wud be perfect cus i noe it wud!
18 years old? eligible to club? eligible to drink? eligible to do mroe stuffs?eligible to have sex? ey wait tats 16.. but wtf, club ur life away... drink ur life away... if that makes u happy i'll respect wateva pple do, jus giv my life a break when i need to!
freedom is wat u want? freedom is wat u'll get? but can u handle the freedom u were given? i cant, and so do many other 'matured adults' cus life shud be 'enjoyed'? ahahah laugh my arse off and excuse me for my comment cus well ur life rite?!?!/ i shudnt giv a hood abt it, cus my lifes not perfect at all!
tats my rant...more to say, but well i dunno how to say rite now... haters out there?dun worry i m a hater too, so i cant complain abt u fkers... but being me, i'll keep complaining, tinking im oh so perfect...hahah dun get wat i mean? then if u bother or even care abt bothering, hav sum initiative and ask me and dun wait for me to tell u everything cus its jus oh so stupid cus i wun noe if u wanna even noe! =) life? 18 years of it and more to come unfortunately! weets
me myself & i!_____9:48 AM
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
blogging seems stupid to me nowadays... ahahah cus its jus tat u get to rant and all, but u jus dunno who ur like relating it to... so yea... i guess i'll blogging agn when my brain cells starts to change my tots agn...weets anw im lost so yea woots
me myself & i!_____10:42 PM
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