Tuesday, November 28, 2006
To fkers tat may concern,
yes rite now im pretty much pissed and well done, u all fkers did a good job if u all were aiming to piss me off. well u noe wat, no other fkers did force u fkers to take up this job wit a gun point-blank at ur mfking heads so u fkers tat accept this job mite as well jus do a great job cus its on ur own freaking accord. y accept it when u all think its jus fking wasting ur time and not do it and go freaking miss my fking head off man...shiet. if u cant really do, cant u jus freaking hell tell me the truth or at least inform me the very least and lemme noe instead of getting my arse all worried and find out u didnt even do nothing abt it man...sure i mite blast my head off or push ur freaking arse but man, at least tell me...y scared ur freaking face will drop, then get a freaking mask and cover it up and jus slack one corner eating popsicles man...welcome to this world man, u aint gonna get nothing for free! shiet man, ok maybe i myself come up wit stupid reasons to cover my arse up, but at least i noe my limits i guess...freak man... shiet i tink im jus contradicting myself...f man! it jus shows how irritated n pissed i am... and all this shiet aint gonna end aft dec 1st, mmsp, but i guess it will end only when my life ends... but f it man... jus tink how life wud be more wonderful wit lesser fkers...damn it! at least i rant my arse off here rather than waste my breath on u fkers...shiet i dun even noe if u all will read this or not, but who cares... sum things jus have their limits, and u shud be smart enuf to not cross it...
at least im home early today...and it feels rather good... f it... but shiet lah, its not tat good oso...ah shiet, im contradicting again.. wateva lah... care if u want to cus i wish everything can go my way, but well it dont so i gotta live wit it... =) dengs
i wish
"this is me, and these words are mine"
ShaFiQ
Showstopping woots woots
me myself & i!_____8:37 PM
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
walus!
wooah! projects assignments all piling up! yay i guess! cus hopefully this will help to pull my grades up, after passing only 3 papers out of like 6?!?! wahawh marvelous! i feel sad but at the same time i fully deserve it! so yea, gonna start studying real hard real soon! i will STUDY!! muahahahah very soon lah...
so mmsp is this friday...hahahah most stuffs settled, but well there'll always be a lil sumthing that wun be settled...ahahah the irony! wtf part of me cant wait for it to jus end part of me hoping that we can have more time to settle everything.... ahhaha well fact is its gonna be over real soon so yea, gonna jus like give everything i can and jus see how things work out on the finals...hopefully it wud be great so u all mofos who wanna go can get the tix at Union Clubhouse for only 5 bucks! it wud be on 1st dec at SP convention centre... yea so jus grab it and come down! ahahaha it wud be quite cool trust me!
rite now, i jus feel like going to the beach to jus slack and feel the cool sea breeze brush through my face!!! and wud be great if i can like slack there with a special friend and jus talk abt everything and crap and hav sum fun! yea tat wud be great! waawhahaw! weeeeeeeeee! dengs...
surprises let me noe she cares! nananananananan...
me myself & i!_____11:40 PM
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Monday, November 13, 2006
Elearning sux! My MST sux! i screwed my first paper just now! and im damn sure i ma screw the remaining 5 papers! woots and still im not studying or doing anithing abt me! how pathetic....dengs!i jus wan it to be over and then maybe when i get the results, i will be shocked then i'll start to study for the final papers! no one to be blamed except myself cus i never bothered to study except to read a lil... so yea its my own fault! wonderful...
In order to receive, you need to also give...
i believe in this phrase, i believe in karma, in reciprocal... and right now im damn tired of giving cus rite now i feel that im not getting wat i want, but maybe im jus expecting too much... blearghs
sumtimes i believe sum pple shud jus be taught a lesson, regardless of who they r... u make the mistakes, then be prepared to face the music... give them face, its not gonna help them nor urself... they mite jus repeat it in the future. it seriously gets me sick in the stomach to see pple in the wrong and jus gets away wit it, or maybe i mite be wrong of them. but if i were to make a mistake, point out to me, and if i agree tat it was mine, i believe i'll carry my own arse to face the music =)
sumtimes u noe more than others, sumtimes others noe more than you do... sumtimes u tink u noe more than them, but in real fact they mite noe more than you do and vice versa... so wat do you say? i dunno =) dengs! ahaks...
nuff said, im tired =S... this is a nice song, a song for the soul. taken from A Shark's Tale.
India.Arie - Get It Together
One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your kin
Kept it inside, didn't tell no one else
Didn't even wanna admit it to yourself
And now your chest burns and your back aches
From 15 years of holding the pain
And now you only have yourself to blame
If you continue to live this way
[Chorus:]
Get it together
You wanna heal your body?
Get it together
You have to heal your heart
Whatsoever you sow you will reap
Get it together
You can fly fly
Dark future ahead of me
That's what they said
I'd be starving if I ate all the lies they fed
Cause I've been redeemed from your anguish and pain
A miracle child I'm floating on a cloud
Cause the words that come from your mouth
You're the first to hear
Speak words of beauty and you will be there
No matter what anybody says
What matters most is what you think of yourself
[Chorus]
The choice is yours
No matter what it is
To choose life is to choose to forgive
You don't have to try
or hurt him and break his pride
Just shake that weight off
And you'll be ready to fly
One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your friends
Thought it would never change but as time moved on
That ugly duckling grew up to be a swan
And now your chest burns and your back aches
Because now the years are showing up on your face
But you'll never be happy
And you'll never be whole
Until you see the beauty in growing old
[Chorus]
[chorus]
you can fly fly fly fly...
you can live or you can die
you know that life is a choice you make
you can give or you can take
you can fly fly fly fly
you can fly fly fly fly...
me myself & i!_____11:05 PM
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
hey hey hey!
been sick these few days! hooray! flu since friday! yay yay yay! recovering ord! e-learning sux as usual, no sch but the workload they give us is horrendous! and ive been gg to sch everyday for classes and union shiet! wonderfully cool! wat can i say! MST's next week and ive got 6 papers in 5 days! again wonderfully cool! ive only revised so much cuz of my flu and i will study all the way this few days! 'A' levels ending soon, which is good, cuz that means i can meet mofos again and slack off! woots! anw, do get tix for mmsp and come down to support it! 5 bucks only! cheap shiet!
and i wanna have a unique life, and seriously its really a weird one. And truthfully im still wondering wat i really want out of life, but im damn sure of certain pple i dun really wish to associate with and i do have a reason at least, although it might be really immatured or dumb sumtimes. Anw im really not tat perfect too so i believe theres pple who dun wish to associate wit me and i think its normal... aint it? haahha! dengs
Breaking Benjamin - The Diary Of Jane
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No!
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane
me myself & i!_____12:36 AM
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Friday, November 03, 2006
pple keep saying this and that, but what matters more are the actions they take after what they have said.
excuses are everywhere and seriously i dunno am i suppose to believe them or not! haha its damn tiring! seriously seriously seriously! now im seriously thinking! sumtimes it jus make me think if pple are really telling the truth or not! woots dengs
ahahha not saying that i dun lie and all, but sumtimes it jus gets a lil too tiring if it happens a lil too many times! dengs and it gets a lil too irritating if same things are repeated time n time again! haha dengs wth
I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
miss =)
me myself & i!_____12:08 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
life life life! woots woots woots!
i dunno wat to update seriously! ahaks, i dunno if my life is on the up or down! try figuring that out! ahaks...dengs
sumtimes, not talking is the problem, and this is really a big problem... and we always think that everything will be solved jus by talking for awhile and then we try to forget it...but actually i guess theres really more to it... dengs...
hahah if only in this world...i can see thru wat pple r really thinking or feeling!! ahaaks tat wud be impossible! ahaks i dunno im crapping! ahaks dengs!
maybe its jus me being envious!! ahaks i wish i can have all to myself =) i wish! wahaks
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
i wanna cuddle!
me myself & i!_____1:38 AM
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