Monday, October 30, 2006
This song was written by plus-44, which consist of mark hoppus and travis barker, relating to the break up of blink-182. its nice =)
Plus-44 - No It Isn't
Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me and now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces will choose to ignore
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
I listen to you cry
I cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy
Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can’t stand you
me myself & i!_____12:56 AM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
Blink 182 - Down
The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
me myself & i!_____3:32 AM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Evan & Jaron - Crazy for this Girl
She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
me myself & i!_____12:13 AM
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
SURVEY.
1) How old do you wish you were?
i wish i was young and never have to grow old. Pri sch seems fun! so does sec sch! =)
2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
i rmbed that when i woke up b4 gg for sch when i was sec 3 i tink, my mum say..'hey guess wat, osama jus attacked america...' wtf...haha
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
curse and go away.. =) tats wat i usually do not only to vending machines! haha
4) Do you count yourself kind?
nah..dun tink so...ahahah
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
i dun tink i'll ever get one!ahaha
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
spanish woots
7) Do you know your neighbors?
yeah...but they dun really speak english so yea...they'll talk and i'll jus say yes to everything...wats wit tat? ahaha
8) What do you consider a vacation?
gg overseas to slack off!
9) Do you follow your horoscope?
nah...but i read them sumtimes!
10) Would you move for the person you loved?
depends... =)
11) Are you touchy feely?
dun tink so...i guess hahaha
12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
yeah...mayb a lil...so tat way, we acn learn new stuffs from each other, so it doesnt get too boring
13) Dream job?
sum place i can earn much, but not sacrificing my time with my loved ones! i dunno lah... i cant picture my future rite now
14) Favorite channel(s)?
anything nice! i'll watch
15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
home...unless sum jacko ask me out to slack or sumthing! woots!
16) Showers or Baths?
Showers!
17) Do you paint your nails?
no!
18) Do you trust people easily?
nopes! =)
19) What are your phobias?
i dunno! ahahah life?
20) Do you want kids?
yes! 3 of them! woots
21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
nah! dun tink so! ahaks! sum other place!
22) Where would you rather be right now?
by the beach with the sea breeze blowing my hair! =)
23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
gonna go search for it now! i dunno! wahaks
24) Heavy or light sleeper?
damn heavy! my drug!
25) Are you paranoid?
hell yeah! i tink too much!
26) Are you impatient?
depends!
27) Who can you relate to?
not many! dengs
28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
i guess its cool if they r really in love... i guess theres no barrier to it? ahahha
29) Have you been burned by love?
shud be? fiona xie loves me tho!
30) What's your favorite pick-up line?
im a coward! ahaks
31) What's your main ring tone on your mobile?
scars(acoustic)
32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing games!
33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?
sumthing to choon wee!
34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my own!
35) What color shirt are you wearing?
white
36) Most recent movie you watched?
daddy day care on ch5
37) Name three things you have on you at all times?
wallet hp brain
38) What color are your bed sheets?
blue
39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
i dun really care! ahahahh
40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
drumlets!
41) What's your favorite town/city?
i dunno! but seriously singapore is a good place to live
42) I can't wait till...
still tinking! ahaks dengs
43) What did you have for dinner last night?
ketupat !
44) How tall are you barefoot?
173cm... short ahahahha
45) Do you own a gun?
toy guns
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
milo
47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
i dun wanna tink abt the future...dengs
48) Last thing you ate?
lontong
49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
depends!
50) Last thing that made you laugh?
my nephew! bugger! ahahha
51) Worst injury you've ever had?
i neva had any serious injuries b4! wooohoo! and i dun wan to! ahahah
52) Does someone have a crush on you?
i wish for fiona xie! ahahah they will tell me if they do! so rite now no! woots!
53) What's your favorite candy?
anything sweet to my taste buds!
54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
none...let me pass away peacefully! =)
55) Five random people to do this! and why?
jus do it! tell me then i'll read it! ahahah i will!
Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir Batin to all! even the non-muslims! =)
me myself & i!_____12:59 AM
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
people come people go... only very few stay for long... r u one of them...???
i need a break... =)
me myself & i!_____4:13 AM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
This blog...i dun tink shud hav too much contents of my personal life...hahah yea yea... im very secretive so im pretty much selective of wat shud be out and wat shud not be! =)
anw anw anw... i tink im more cheerful now aft last few days...but shiet stuffs still cant get outta my head so yea! woots woots woots! anw thx to 2 of my mofos for making it at the very last minute when i ask them out! and then we slacked! =)
i tink i need to go look for sum ways to let stuffs out of my head and open up? ahahah but i guess its gonna be hard for me! tsktsktstk! woots i guess i jus need to get this right thingy then not get sucked into this stuffs too much...aiya sux! woots
and yah i wanna read pple's thinking and feelings! woots! maybe a lil bit and not too much, hahaha! shafiq...hard to satisfy! wahawhwah dengs
life...=)? tell me abt it... if u want to...:)
And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well
Watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
me myself & i!_____12:39 AM
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
its 3:13AM...im still awake.
im tired. im pissed, cuz i get every1 ard me pissed off. i jus made my mum cried, and no, its not a good feeling. plus the many others that got pissed becuz of me. sorie u all. anw, if theres still anymore imperfections ive got that i shud noe of, tell me now, get it solved so things can move on. u can tell me wat ur feeling too, cuz i cant read minds unfortunately, so dun expect me to noe wat ur tinking or feeling.
adding on to that, my right eye is sore, its damn red, damn irritating, damn itchy.
now im feeling the itch on my left one too... bravo.
ive got so many questions right now, and yes i wanna clear them and get sum answers at least. plus there are many things that i wud like to say but then i dunno how.
i noe tmr will be a great day, im being optimistic! yay.
and ya, not forgetting pple that tried to cheer me up.thx.
say goodbye.
me myself & i!_____3:20 AM
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
Life can be so nice and fun at one moment and be real sucky the next! tats life! woots dengs!
i dun care i wanna go shopping either this weekend or the next.
n i ma go watch the covenant and also save the last dance for me(korean drama). it looks sweet, the drama tat is. anw heres a song from the drama... check it out! its real nice i tink! =)
Give My Love (English Version) - Edward Chun
When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you
Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night…
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks
Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night…
Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night…
I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night…
save the last dance for me! =)
me myself & i!_____12:47 AM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
today is not a good day for me! seriously! sux! big big time! k firstly i woke up and had severe stomachaches! tats cool cuz i woke a lil earlier this morning so ive got all the time to clear my bowel!! ahhaha and then i reached class late but the earliest for an 8 am class! and the lecturer jus had to give me tat attitude! and during that class! i was scolded for sleeping! like wth! i mean in polytechnic!! i dun rmb getting scolded for tat! maybe once or twice, but then the lecturer wud str8 away go into my 'good' books! =) hahaha
then had to settle sum stuffs which were extra complicated this time! garhs and if thats not enough, aft my classes ends, i went back to saa to settle it once n for all. and on the way there, jus outside that pretty little saa, the painters had jus repainted the wall dark blue.... and so i was walking nearer to the 'wet paint' wall when i intended to giv way to a bangla construction worker who was carrying stuffs and then woo pe di doo, i graze across the dark-blue-wet-paint wall with my beautiful-one-of-my-favourite-white jacket...!!!! garhs! and bravo, there i have a huge patch of dark blue already-dried paint across my whole right arm of my jacket! and so i went into the office with the officers asking me 'omg! wat happened! tat jacket looks nice but now i guess its spoilt!' yes thank you! i noe! daym! and so i settled everything b4 i spent almost 1/2 hrs i tink in the toilet trying to scrap those paint away! and yes it did work a little, but let me emphasise on the word a little! garhs
and so yah...my day sux! garhs...no worries tmr wud be a brand new good day for me! =)
anw, regarding the SP musical, kudos to the cast and crew cuz they sumhow did rather well, seeing the effort they put in and all! ahahah i like the ending, i mean its abt friendships and relationships...and yah, i guess thats important in life, and yah theres the fun and the not so fun stuffs abt friendships and relationships! garhs...so lets ponder abt it! =) garhs! anw farhan sr! sorie if im a lil cold aites! im all good! ahaks
i gonna go slp soon ord...been really tired...sux... blearghs
anw heres another song, i tink its really cool! i dunno... got me wondering! sux! sumtimes sum stuffs do hav meanings! its really nice to me, plus the lyrics and all! enjoy! =)
Waking Ashland - I Am For You (Don't give up)
Something's very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
and something's very strange here
You've lost all desire
The comfort we create to prove were something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again
Don't give up your not thinking
Don't give up just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you
Come and take my face or forever I will walk alone
And all the same mistakes
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again
I send my self to you
Yes always and always
I send my love to you
You found today, found today, you found today, saw today
Just to see you smile! =)
me myself & i!_____12:39 AM
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
weilos!
had banner painting thruout the whole night ytd for mmsp... and man it was tiring but yea, it was quite ok lah... the contestants this yr are pretty much interesting...ahahaha the stuffs they talk abt and wat they do... and then i heard the next morn the psi tat nite was 150!wtf and we were like in the open for the whole night breathing in those 'clean' air!!! like hell!!!
so yea, i tink the few weeks to come are more slack for me, which i kinda hope it does... so that i can get back on my feet agn...ahahah been so tiring this few weeks! and guess wat?!?! its ord wk 3 of sem 2...shiet and wk 7 or 8 is the mst(test), and then a few more weeks before i end my yr 2! and no the feeling is not nice, as wat every1 tot when they were a kid how cool it wud be to be older.... it sux! MMSP is in december... so yea, another year has passed again jus like tat...and yah time flies! but i tink it gets faster n faster everytime...shiet...it sux! oh yeah! b4 i forgot, liza rox! she sends me a few smiles on msn becuz i wrote 'bring me back little smiles' on my messenger personal msg! cool! thx! woots!
been blogging alot this past wk... ahaks, even when ive got stuffs to do... ahahha sumtimes, when u jus sit down doing nothing, u will jus start to think and reminisce abt the past, the good and the bad... sumtimes, i jus wished i cud jus keep the good stuffs and have them forever...blearghs! life life life is unfair! wahaks and sumtimes, u jus wished that u can hav tat 1 special person to be wit u all the while, but then its jus simply impossible. amazingly, u jus need that 1 special person, and of cuz ur family and not a million of other pple to live the way u want to live happily... ahaks 1 is a special number i guess! 12 is too! wahawhawh but then i tink its good to hav lotsa friends too! ahaks contradicting, ok maybe acquaintances...ahahha cuz seriously how true can friends be sumtimes...? ahahah anw anw anw, im jus using this blog to rant, so yea... anws theres like no end when talking abt life, but it jus gets me intrigued everytime i talk abt it wit sum1 i wanna talk wit lah...ahhaha wishes wishes wishes! weets
anw heres another song thats pretty nice to listen to! go check it out!
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
We watch the season pull up it's own stage
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away
You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart
Invitation only grand farewells
Crash the best one of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight
You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart
And from the ballroom floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well
you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my... heart
And watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
And we all look like we...
Feel
you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart
well well well...back to reality... the real world's waiting for me! and u too!! =)
Sing to me... like old days =)
me myself & i!_____9:49 PM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Break fast drinking choc milkshake! wooohoo!! like aft so long! whawhhawhwa but sux cuz actually planned to be home to break fast wit my mum, but didnt make it, and the next time i wud be able to break fast at home again is only next wk! feel bad! dengs!
feeling a lil giddy! i tink im dehydrated! need more h2o!!! still feeling all the same like ytd tho! ahaks wth!!! nvm nvm, need more rest, and after fasting month is over can munch ard again! woohoo! go go go! anw i do fast in case u all need to know! ahaks n shop shop shop! i wanna spend! daym!
anw..i wanna be different! its by choice! tts y! n dun take stuffs and pple ard you for granted...sux! u mite jus lose them and never have them back! sux! im learning. i dun like losing stuffs... blearghs! dengs...
West Grand Boulevard - Flights of fancy
sit with me, come and play
I need you so near
Stay a while, for a day
Maybe two, have no fear
What i am is not all good
It's not all bad, it's okay
Time has come, wish we could
Get it back, it's too late
And i
Miss you the most
And i
Miss you the most
Sing to me once again
In your room like old days
Speak to me, it depends
On how you do in all ways
Bring me back little smiles
Funny ways you speak to me
Bring me back all your wiles
Whimsical fantasies
Funny ways you speak to me
me myself & i!_____10:39 PM
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i'm tired. i feel damn lethargic. i feel dead. i feel bored. i feel a lil sick, maybe a fever or a flu on the way. my eyes is in pain cuz it feels damn warm. my mouth too, my throat feels sore, and lips are dry. and my whole body is aching! i feel so much more. woohoo but i noe i wanna feel happY! =) weeee wateva it is! i tink im crazy! sux! rox! aniwan got west grand boulevard songs! pls send me, esp flights of fancy! ty. wahaks, i dun even noe who comes to this blog animore! wahawhawhawh
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
You say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Sometimes you picture me
I’m walking too far ahead
You’re calling to me, I can’t hear
Just what you’ve said
You say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you’re wondering
If I’m ok
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting (I’ll be waiting)
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
bring me back little smiles... =)
me myself & i!_____11:20 PM
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Stay home saturday! dengs, felt really weird though staying home for the whole day... blearghs... i need it anw... spent almost my whole day sleeping and slacking in my house and also playing Company of Heroes!! ahahah wth, plus not being able to munch away on tidbits...dengs!! horror! ahaks, gd thing my nephew is not around though! wahawhawhwah
and im alone with nothing to do, my mind will start to wander and wonder abt stuffs and this might not always not good! wahaks
was damn tired from the training and i tink i just sux at soccer and maybe i shud jus be a waterboy! wahaks! and thankfully my sec sch jackos were nice enuf to jus slack off playing cards that night! but it was still fun though hanging out wit em! im jus really grateful they are ard to hang out with! ahaks! i shud find more friends like them whom i can hang ard wit! wahwahawhawh i tink im weird cuz many pple cant click wit me, and tats not good! wahawhwahawh but unfortunately these jackos can, i dunno how they are able to do so! wahawhhawahw now it wud be ard 8 more weeks b4 the 2 dumbies are free from their a level stress before we all can meet up again and make fun of each other! dengs
and then it got me thinking, 3 of us will be gg into ns in abt 2 yrs! then 2 more will be gg in abt 3 yrs time... my god, then it wud be so hard to stay contact! wahawhawh hope we will still be able though! wahawhawhawh sux sux sux! i hate this kinda situation! wawahawhawh dumb life!
anw this got me thinking abt life life life! wth! these thoughts keep coming back and then disappear and then it will reappear again! wahawhawh wth! anw the future looks so scary i tink! stupid! garhs!!! future future future! noe wat? i always dreamt of being a pilot! till now but it wud be hard cuz ive got a history of asthma! so dumb! wth! anw anw anw i tink i need to go jump down clear my mind cuz i dun like to think so much! im a pathetic low life jacko that dun like to use my brain, simply put im a lazyass! blearghs! actually many things been running on my mind that i dunno how to start and write it here! ahaks, i do it better when speaking lah i guess, where my mouth keeps reloading itself everytime! wahaks wth!
and this is not emo, its jus me trying to figure out stuffs! wahawhwahwah
"Sometimes when they are gone, they are really gone..." this is really sad though! ahaks... im the kinda person that dun like to lose stuffs but unfortunately i always lose them...ahahah great! come to my house and u'll see all the stupid stuffs that i keep that u tink shud hav disposed! ahaks... and it dates back till i cant rmb when...wahawhha and to add on to the sadness it does not apply only to material stuffs! wahaks... sad lah! but tats the fact of life and i dunno if it can be avoided or not.... blearghs, i tink its harder to lose material stuffs, cuz it only invovles u whereas if its the 'human' stuffs, it involves 2 different beings and sumtimes u jus cant read the other mind and tada! u lose it! actually im really afraid of losing stuffs! sux! wahaks...wth its evil! this world that is!
i'll write more when i feel like it lah. anw say goodbye by chris brown is hot! actually theres lot of other songs im repeating now! wth!
anw ps:i tink im ranting nonsense lah, ignore this unless ur bored and wanna noe the nonsensical me! =)
do wishes come true...? =)
me myself & i!_____1:38 AM
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