so afraid... dengs

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sch starting tmr! Quite excited abt sch! ahaks... funny? I dunno...ahaks! The funny thing is tat everytime there is a holiday, i will be really busy and get really occupied when it's ending! dengs... Been slacking big time, enjoying whatever there is for this past week! woots...
Aniwae, Hari Raya jus a few days away and i'm still not ready for it! Havent buy stuffs and dun even mention cleaning up my house! My own room is neva cleared up even! ahaks! Every year, the excitement keeps going down...dunno y but still the festive mood in me is always there lah!

I am wat i am, i cant deny tat!!! And i neva try to put up an act jus to impress sum1...
i jus hope...

me myself & i!_____10:33 PM

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

"Without the tree, the dog can't pee"
Ahaks, spitted these words out subconciously during MMSP dance practice just now! ahaks! Cause hairul was talking abt the SP muscial and if he'll only become a tree in it... dengs..
Well i guess what the phrase says, its quite true man! Even how small ur role is in something, u will somehow affect the outcome of it... so i guess everyone have a part to play!

And i've been observing some stuffs lately, and well, i think there will be shocks and surprises coming up just around the corner! woots...ahaks good n bad! Dunno if i interpreted it right...but oh well, it gives me the thrills, i think... There's oready a few shocks i had in previous days...dengs

I cant read the heart or the mind, so tell me what you're feeling and thinking abt!

me myself & i!_____10:27 AM

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

woots..coming back home jus a few mins ago... i walked a longer route back home and man, there were quite a number of stars i managed to spot and the moon was jus fantabulous!ahaks

tis kinda stuffs jus neva fails to amaze me, jus like sum otha stuffs!

me myself & i!_____9:32 PM

Today, slacked the whole day at home.. but gg to my aunt's place later to take sum things..

And man the holidays is a real bore man... Even tho my fav pasttime is to slp, im getting tired of slping oready... And talking abt slping, i jus cant slp early these days...haiz.

But then from now onwards, my Weds and Sats will be set aside for MMSP dance practice. And i got the IE camp coming up this week...Other than that, i tink i'll jus rot my butt off at home..

Nothing's really nice on TV tis few days. But then, jus now i watched Armageddon on StarMovies...So much abt coincidence..dengs

ahaha..everything's so confusing man..if only its not..then it wud be better! i guess..dengs

me myself & i!_____4:00 PM

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Man, had a great time jus now for the MMSP outing. Went ice-skating(i noe how to! and can say its fun lahs!), watched 'Four Brothers' and then played pool! Altho not all turned up, i'm still pretty glad to be working wit them. They're not those boring types, but the fun and can say sum are crazy! And i like it! weets...

Been wondering... how do we know if its the right time for us to do some things? Wat if its not and then the repercussions of it will all be against you? But then, it got me further wondering... how do we even know if its the right thing for us to do?

If only i could noe all the answers to these qns, then i wont have to spend time jus thinking abt it! dengs... Cuz i will get so tired mentally everytime i think of it, especially if its sumthing so important. And being the pessimistic person i am sumtimes, i will alwaes end up getting myself stressed out. dengs... well tat at least explains the many times ive been to esplanade for the last 2 weeks i guess... ahaks... weets

And it wud be wonderful if i have the power to noe wat pple are thinking of and wat they really feel at any point of time, including myself, cuz sumtimes i am jus lost and dunno wat i m really thinking of...dengs

So many things to say for so many stuffs, but i dunno how to...? dengs...

me myself & i!_____11:54 PM

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