Today's post is not about me wanna complain or anithing like that. Its jus sumthing i feel like writing, so yeaps i wrote it.
Respect has always and will always be a big word in my life...
Respect and fear is 2 totally different things if u asked me. You can be the president or anyone holding a high post and when you ask pple to do things, and they do it, but out of fear, not respect... then your nothing, to me that is. Earning respect is never easy, but instilling fear is so much simpler, so that explains i guess?! If u wanna be a respected leader, r u willing to drop all your egos and go lower than what ur followers would? If u would, trust me that i will be one of your follower that will respect you! If your jus there to command pple to do stuffs but u yourself dun dare do it, trust me if i followed ur instructions, i was doing it out of fear. I'm a scaredy-cat i guess...ahaks
Another would be Trust. Thats even a bigger word i tink. Like one of my fav rappers, Fabolous, rhymed, "i dun trust everyone that i say hi and bye to.."
Not lying but seriously, trust is jus too hard for me to give out, and so do many other pple too i believe. If you call this hypocrisy towards others, i won't have anithing to say about ur opinion. Rite now, theres only a few pple i've put my trust in. And i tink they noe who they are and i hope i have earned their trust too. And once u have the trust of someone, pls dun sell them out and misplace their trust. Cuz u jus wuldnt want pple to treat u that way too. Karma baybeh, karma!
Aniwae, did like jus 5% of wat i intended to do today, that is to study for my DE! and that sux...ahaks. Hope i can pull through that paper! And ytd i played soccer, went to gym, then ran ard SP once then played soccer again, short passes only lahs for the second round! ahaks... so tats y i didnt have another long run today? ahaks... but i dun really feel that burned out by this stuffs? weird...dengz
And its jus so hard to think of the future, especially the consequences, if i were to do this or that! Daym! ahaks... and its really nice to jus sit and talk to someone man! and thx farhan! European Gigolos woots!
i guess that every loss u've gained, there will certainly be a little gain in the end, if not much...dengz!