so afraid... dengs

Sunday, July 31, 2005

When you were 1 year old, shefed youandbathed you. You thanked her by crying allnightlong.When you were 2 years old, she taughtyou towalk. You thanked her by running awaywhenshe called.When you were 3 years old, she made allyourmeals with love. You thanked her bytossing yourplate on the floor.When you were 4 years old, she gave yousomecrayons. You thanked her by coloring thediningroom table.When you were 5 years old, she dressedyou forthe holidays. You thanked her byplopping into thenearest pile of mud.When you were 6 years old, she walkedyou toschool. You thanked her byscreaming, "I'M NOTGOING!"When you were 7 years old, she boughtyou abaseball. You thanked her by throwing itthroughthe next-door-neighbor's window.When you were 8 years old, she handedyou anice cream. You thanked her by dripping itall overyour lap.When you were 9 years old, she paid forpianolessons. You thanked her by never evenbotheringto practice.When you were 10 years old she droveyou allday, from soccer to gymnastic to onebirthdayparty after another. You thanked her byjumpingout of the car and never looking back.When you were 11 years old, she took youandyour friends to the movies. You thankedher byasking to sit in a different row.When you were 12 years old, she warnedyou notto watch certain TV shows. You thankedher bywaiting until she left the house.When you were 13, she suggested ahaircut thatwas becoming. You thanked her by tellingher shehad no taste.When you were 14, she paid for a monthaway atsummer camp. You thanked her byforgetting towrite a single letter.When you were 15, she came home fromwork,looking for a hug. You thanked her byhaving yourbedroom door locked.When you were 16, she taught you how todriveher car. You thanked her by taking it everychanceyou could.When you were 17, she was expecting animportant call. You thanked her by beingon thephone all night.When you were 18, she cried at your highschoolgraduation. You thanked her by stayingoutpartying until dawn.When you were 19, she paid for yourcollegetuition, drove you to campus carried yourbags.You thanked her by saying good-byeoutside thedorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed infront ofyour friends.When you were 20, she asked whetheryou wereseeing anyone. You thanked her bysaying, "It'snone of your business."When you were 21, she suggested certaincareers for your future. You thanked her bysaying, "I don't want to be like you."When you were 22, she hugged you atyourcollege graduation. You thanked her byaskingwhether she could pay for a trip to Europe.When you were 23, she gave you furnitureforyour first apartment. You thanked her bytellingyour friends it was ugly.When you were 24, she met your fianceandasked about your plans for the future. Youthanked her by glaring andgrowling, "Muuhh-ther,please!"When you were 25, she helped to pay foryourwedding, and she cried and told you howdeeplyshe loved you. You thanked her by movinghalfway across the country.When you were 30, she called with someadviceon the baby. You thanked her by tellingher, "Things are different now."When you were 40, she called to remindyou of arelative's birthday. You thanked her bysaying youwere "really busy right now."When you were 50, she fell ill andneeded you totake care of her. You thanked her byreadingabout the burden parents become to theirchildren.And then one day, she quietly died. Andeverything you never did came crashingdown likethunder on YOUR HEART.If you love your mom, repost this bulletin.Don't take advantage of her...

Found this on friendster... jus felt like putting it up here cuz i tink every1 can relate to it one way or another....

me myself & i!_____9:24 PM

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Friday, July 29, 2005

1 wk pass for AGM... slowly everything gg back to normal...thankfully...
Got another of Fyan's song a few days back and i love the guitar intro, the sound quality was better tis time round, and the song is pretty much like aaron carter's im all about you, and its the only fav song from him that i liked... so Fyan's song is nice too lah... haha
This week is my sch holiday, but been gg back to sch everyday for sum meetings, to study a little bit and just to slack... Next week will be my MST week but then im not really confident abt it, especially DE, which i havent even started to study... jus dun feel like it... haiz...
Newae Farhan Nazgul jus now showed me sum dance shows saved in his mp3 which was like damn funny... i laughed and i cud jus feel my blardy stomach abt to burst, cuz it was damn funny and stupid...hahaha
I'm really tired rite now... and tomoro will be gg back to sch agn for a meeting abt the Youth 4 Causes... dunno y i get myself into this kinda stuffs... ahahha, i jus like it i guess...ermz

me myself & i!_____9:59 PM

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Life sumhow hav returned back to normal aft AGM sumhow...now left to study for my MST. Got more union projects! im involved in, MMSP, and i hav to plan a BBQ or chalet in October, n im not tat good in this kinda stuffs..ahahha, but i tink i shud be able to make it...Also decided to help out CYA for their freshmen camp and volunteered to help Youth For Cause...dunno y i decided to help but i tink i jus like tis kinda stuffs... ahaks
Ydae had a family outing, Advonts,Avars & Ottomans! came late due to a meeting abt Youth For Cause! We will be meeting the sec sch students this sat at 10!and tats blardy early! for the family outing, i went to sentosa wit farhan, zai, fyan & ghalid, slack there, then go to Harbourfront to hav our dinner, and i freaking feel cheated cuz a small scoop of rice with 4 crabsticks, small scoop of chilli hotdog and an egg cost 5BUCKS! i was like complaining to every1 from when i bought it all the way till we went out of that shopping mall!then went home wit zai and reached home at 9...damn shagged oready..
Aniwae, on the way to Sentosa, shared my agm experience wit them. Had a good talk lah basically. Sumhow i tink wat they said is true and wat to expect in future, i believe it will be true also lah...so i guess i sumhow noe wat to expect...

me myself & i!_____11:11 AM

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

Well, AGM sumhow ended much better than wat i intend it to be...thx to every1 tat helped out, from the start till the end! We manage to exceed our target, and even had to turn away sum tat wanted to enter...sorry to them, and tat is quite an achievement for every1 i guess! however, of cuz there were a few screwed up stuffs, like insufficient chairs, insufficient doorgifts for all the cons clubs and so on.
After the AGM had to do sum spring cleaning.. but then we had mass dinner at clementi first, and there were sum stuffs that happened...
Aniwae had to stay up till 3 in the morning to clear the whole union room b4 i get to slp, and it was real hard for me to stay completely awake cuz i was so damn tired, but then managed to sleep and thx to sum pple tat were to hyperactive, no one could slp peacefully!
Went home the next morning at ard 9 after social comm meeting. Then was slping when my aunt called me and asked if i wanted sum ndp tix! So i jus said yes, cuz its like my 1st time to NDP at Padang, brought alg 2 more frens, then went there with only 3 hrs of slp tat nite and 2 hrs of slp that noon. Same old stuffs happened at NDP tis yr, actually its getting more boring each yr! even the fireworks were too... but then once the planes and mobile column start their march, man it was like GREAT! i was like a small kid...i tink tats the highlight of every thing. Aft that went makan at marine parade b4 going home.
Now im sick, dunno y... my whole body aching, having a slight headache, and running a slight fever and flu...damn, hope i'll be ok by tis tuesday for Avars outing...dengz

me myself & i!_____6:13 PM

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

AGM's planning sumhow is ok but still a few things not confirmed. Even the location needs to be changed! damn.. hope it ends real soon!

Wake Me Up When September Ends
Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Like my fathers come to pass,
seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Ring out the bells again,
like we did when Spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.
Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when september ends.

My fav song at the moment. Everytime i'll listen to it, when i'm happy or down, its still nice to hear to...the beat and the lyrics...all that. Billie Joe Armstrong (guitar, vocals of Green Day) wrote this in memory of his dad... so yeah its quite meaningful for me to... And check the video! its damn nice, its got a great plot, a touching plot!i would always be in deep thoughts everytime i hear the song, so u will see me quiet and in a daze during this time...

Nobody will noe the real me very well, becuz i jus wont let them, or they not trying too hard or they jus trying too hard...

me myself & i!_____10:45 PM

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

I'm starting to miss the days from when im born to the days a week ago... as for this sumthing tats happening now, im starting to think abt the days in april to the days a week ago.
cant believe its really like this, i guess i shudnt have taken lightly the advice given by sum pple who had experienced it. now, well i guess its quite too late, but i hope everything will be over soon, aft 22nd july. thankfully, there's still other stuffs tats there to prove otherwise, but thats jus a teeny weeny minority.
but still i dun tink i will ever forget abt this whole thing. from a week ago till 22nd july.
Hope my AGM's a real success, jus gotta put this stuffs aside.

real sorry if whoever think i'm changing for the worse, but this is really wat i feel now.real sorry to whoever it may concern.

me myself & i!_____12:56 PM

Damn it...been damn busy recently, wit studies, and especially with SPSU's AGM tis yr.. got a few hws and alot of stuffs tat im not so sure... and abt AGM, man we need more help to paint banners, but every1's bz... haha....hope it will be a huge success! SPSU members, if u see this pls come down on monday from 1 onwards to help finish painting the banner and pls make urself free to help wit otha stuffs too! AND SP STUDENTS PLS DO COME DOWN FOR THE SPSU'S AGM 2005 ON 22ND JULY 05 AT 5PM LOCATED AT MLT2!

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